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Scares me...

... small hands on BIG people...


-people with short arms that try to hug me.
-people who smell like cabbage..or any food for that matter.
-car crashes
-people who yell when they are angry
-crying babies...(creepy..sorry!)
-captive alligators
-morbidly obese people (this is not me being rude, i am just afraid they might fall on me, legit fear)
-pregnant women (reaaallly NOT COOL!)
-big ugly scars ='(
-trees falling
-big machinery 
-hospitals...intensive care floor.. 
-the smell of nursing homes..(makes me feel like people are dying) ='(
-being food poisoned
-drunk drivers...or just bad drivers in general
-people who thrive on drama..
-being a bad speller
-disappointing people i care about
-feeling regretful
-losing my memory
-people with dirty teeth
-driving through big puddles 
-looking down when i am up high
-not having access to my family 
-rumors
-tearing a hole in my pants in public :P (this has happened to my big bro many times haha)
-not feeling comfortable being myself
-motorcycles...even though i looove them :o)
-nightmares
-losing people i adore
-the emptiness i have felt  when i did not have God in my life...scary!!!
-not having direction or purpose
-MOLD...omg...MOLD...creepy!..
-not feeling accepted
-bad communication
-forgetting that i'm not promised tomorrow..nor are the people or comforts i am blessed with
-breaking bones
-losing teeth...luckily i'm too old for that now..but when i was younger...O MY!!!  fearful!
-angry dogs...that are freakin FAST! haha
-roosters...not gonna lie with this one. :P



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