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story of my life..little bit of a rant.

I was looking forward to today, because it was Henry's first visit to the vet, and I was excited that he would be
getting checked out to make sure he is healthy.  We went to the vet, everything went well.  He doesn't have any diseases, she cleaned out his ears (ear mites), started his first round of vaccines, and gave me his dewormer.  Found out that he is about 10weeks old and pretty healthy.  I was so happy and proud of myself for being a responsible pet owner.  So, we get home and guess what happens...he gets out of the car and....RUNS AWAY!!!!!  I am SOO bummed about this.  Not only did I become attached to that little booger, but he is still just a kitten and I am worried for his safety.  I know he was out in the wild before we found him, but... I just don't know how to feel.  There are so many hawks around here, I am afraid one will snatch him up, or that I will find him on the road smashed by a car.  I know that's the worst thing to think, but those are legit fears.  PLUS!!!!!!>..I spent $200 on him and he just runs away...it's like me throwing $200 out the window of my  car.  I hope he comes back, because I love him, but also so I don't feel like I just wasted $200 on a kitten that I will never see again.  I don't have that kind of money to be throwing down the toilet.  I could have used that towards school or fixing my car, or something that can't run away.  HUFFF... HENRY, WHEREVER YOU ARE, PLEASE COME BACK SOON!!!  We shall see.  Just needed to get that bit off my chest...hopefully tomorrow will be better, it always is!  

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