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???Missing Something???

Since early Monday morning, something has been missing out of my life and my days.
I didn't hear any teeth grinding or snoring early Monday morning like I usually do.  I woke up to 
an empty bed.  No breathing body anywhere near me.  I felt alone.  I took my dog for a walk before  
getting ready for work, and I was alone.  We went downstairs to eat breakfast and what not, and again...
there was just something missing.  I went ahead and got ready for the day, showering, brushing my teeth, 
and scurrying around in attempt to not be late for work, and there wasn't that usual interruption I am used to...the 
sweet little kiss or smack on the booty.hehe  It was quiet, even with the radio on, I felt...well...alone.  I ran downstairs
 to hop in the car, and I had to drive...usually having two people in the car it felt...empty.  I didn't have anyone to
 talk to about my dreams from the night before, or to tell "I hope today is a good day."  Upon arriving at the office,
 I realized there was nobody holding the door open for me at the top of the stairs.  Lunch time rolled around and I
 didn't even really think about it too much, I'm used to eating with him, but....he wasn't there.  When it was time to go 
home at the end of the day I again jumped in the car and didn't have anyone to talk with about my day.  No one was
 saying to me..."what's for dinner?" or "wanna go to the dog park?".  It was just me and the radio...alone.  I got home 
and took Gabriel for another walk, and by that time I think he was starting to notice that there was just something
 missing.  We came home and had dinner, which I almost didn't do either since there wasn't anyone to eat with (I tend 
to be a social eater).  Went up to get ready to relax and noticed that the bed, again, was going to be...empty.  No one to snuggle up to or say "I love you" to.  

I miss him when he is gone.  Thank God he will be home soon. 
Life isn't as fun without him around.  I feel pretty lonely when 
he is away.  I am thankful for my special someone.  
There is just SOMETHING MISSING when he is not around.

I adore that man I married.♥ 


Nov. 2007

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