que sera sera

I have recently come to a few realizations.  Over the past months of becoming a mother to twins and a toddler, I have become exhausted in every way possible.  I am happy, I am thankful, don't get me wrong there, I am just depleted.  My hormones are out of whack still, my sleep is ever evading me, my physical well being is in the toilet, my spiritual life is on a roller coaster ride, my relationships with friends and family is mediocre to say the least, and the ever present mom guilt is undeniable. I love being a mom, I love being a stay at home, I love having three healthy little boys to raise, I am blessed to have the life I do.  I am human though, and my tired is super tired 😆.  There is no balance.  My tolerance is low, my patience are thin, but my heart is full.  It's strange, really.  How can I feel so happy and fulfilled and yet beat up and overwhelmed?  It's temporary, it must be.  I am sure my energy and the spring in my ste...