que sera sera

Almost midnight.  I should be sleeping.  Can't stop thinking.  Feeling super nostalgic and a little sentimental...missing my friends and family who are all far away.  Thinking about the laughter, the tears, and memories over the years.  (Why am I rhyming?  Weird!) Just wishing we all lived a little closer.  As much as we have texting, facetime, skype, facebook, e-mail, and all the rest...nothing beats spending actual time in person with the ones you love.  Wishing I could hug them, laugh with them, smell them, and enjoy life with all of them.   The world feels so small sometimes, these days everyone and everything feels like it is at your fingertip.  Sure, almost anything can be, thanks to Google, but it just isn't the same.  Looking forward to reunions with my sweet friends and family, hoping for sooner than later. I should be sleeping!!  Goodnight:)

So I came to the realization recently that where I'm currently at in life, I don't fit in.  I am a 26 year old wife and stay at home mom in a still fairly new place to live, with no family close by.  I am not complaining here, I love where I am at in my life, I just wish I fit in somewhere. The people close to my age around here are either single women, newly wedded, single men, young couples without kids, older couples without kids, or older single people without kids.  Slim pickins around here, trying to find people who share a common lifestyle.   I do have some pretty good friends here, but I always feel like an intruder, because I am on the outside bubble more often then not.   It would be so cool to have some friends close to my age with babies who wouldn't mind spending time with me and my little man.  I am probably a pretty boring person, since I am constantly entertained and entertaining my mini me. It doesn't take much to make me happy, that is why...