que sera sera

I have been keeping one of the biggest secrets ever from quite a few important people in my life... It hasn't been very difficult, surprisingly. I am usually terrible when it comes to holding in exciting things and not sharing big deal kind of stuff. Let's just say, this is a BIG DEAL! My close friends that I have known since high school or before don't even know. I am getting very anxious. I have plans....Oh my word, they are gonna hate me. Mercy. Keeping it out of this little blog has been a pain in my butt. Haha! I need an outlet right now. Most days I don't think about it, but today...I just want to spill the beans. SHOULD I....???